TRUTH

At some point I lost the longing to create content. I have been on tumblr reblogging it up but have written very little. This is bogus! I also started writing for an online magazine and have fucked around and figured out a way to pimp out my good ideas.All of this explains why I stopped writing on this blog for a little over a month. I'm getting it together. PROMISE!

Who's Gonna Save My Soul Now?

  When I first heard this song I remember just thinking about how amazing Cee-lo's voice was. I loved it because it gave me permission to feel like shit and be completely unapologetic about it. I had been in love and now I was damaged. After that failed relationship, I got my self into another with the same guy because I LOVE THE PAIN! Truly I did it because I wanted to believe things could be different and fuck it, I'm awesome and who wouldn't want the opportunity to be awesome to me? Things were super fucking dope for a while. Im talking about the kind of dope that you don't even bother trying to explain to people because they'd swear you were making it up. Then things ended abruptly. I was left with this song stuck in my head.   

   "Yet I never stopped to wonder, is it possible you were hurting worse than me?" is a part of  the song that I had decided to move swiftly past because let me tell it, he had no feelings. Now, a year later, I have to acknowledge that he was.